if i talk to you alot on here, or if u just want to to get to know me or talk, add me on facebook or email me!!!!!
Im saying this because it takes more than 15-20 minutes for my messeges to load, or, it doesnt load at all and i just give up!!! So add me!!!and talk to me!!!


email: punkrocker_lj@yahoo.com
(just find my facebook using my email)

depressed and doing this. I cried three times today, and have been doing nothing but sulking and hating everything. Oh, and if you have a gun handy gimme it because i wanna kill myself now thank you.

Of course I get black.

RED -
[ ] You get angry a lot.
[ ] You love the hot weather.
[ ] You play a lot of sports.
[ ] Out of all your friends you are the most outgoing.
[x] You hate being pushed around.
[ ] You are very active.
[ ] You get embarrassed often.
[x] You love spicy foods
total: 2

BLUE -
[ ] You like soft music.
[x] You love anything that has to do with water.
[x] You love mints.
[ ] You are very collected.
[ ] You love spending time outdoors.
[x] You are mostly organized.
[x] Your favorite season is winter.
[ ] You like elephants.
total: 4

GREEN -
[x] You are told that you make people happy.
[ ] You help the environment.
[ ] You donate lots of money to organizations.
[ ] You have a pet.
[ ] You have a lot of plants in your house.
[ ] You like camping.
[ ] You dress practical.
[ ] You give your old clothes to the Salvation Army.
total: 0

ORANGE -
[x] You are loud.
[ ] You have a phone with a keyboard.
[ ] You play basketball.
[x] You are outgoing.
[x] You are unique.
[x] You like being creative.
[x] You aren't afraid to show your true feelings.
[ ] You want to be a forensics scientist, an FBI agent, or somthing along those lines.
total: 4

PINK -
[ ] You follow trends.
[ ] You are considered preppy.
[x] You straighten your hair every day.
[ ] You only buy name brand clothes.
[ ] You like cute things.
[ ] You love small dogs.
[ ] You listen to mainstream music.
[ ] You get your nails done.
total: 1 (my hair is curly and I look as if im from the 70's if i dont straigten them...)

YELLOW -
[ ] Summer is your favorite season.
[ ] You love to tan.
[ ] Birds are one of your favorite animals.
[x] You are laid back.
[x] You would rather spend a day with your close friends at your house than going out partying
[x] You like lemon in your soda.
[x] You mostly drink water
[ ] You spend a lot of time watching tv or on the computer.
total: 4

WHITE -
[x] You are often bored.
[ ] You aren't very creative.
[ ] You spend a lot of time relaxing.
[ ] You like to save money.
[ ] You listen to classical music.
[x] You play piano.
[x] You try not to judge people.
[ ] You don't like shopping for clothes.
total: 3

BLACK -
[x] You shop at Hot Topic.
[x] you wear black eyeliner and/or nail polish.
[x] You are often depressed.
[x] People call you gothic or emo.
[x] You always type in black font on MSN.
[x] Night is your favorite time of day.
[x] You hate school.
[x] You listen to metal music.
total: 8

BROWN -
[ ] You often wear neutral colors such as brown, tan, gray, and white.
[ ] You just like to blend in.
[x] You are very shy.
[ ] Fall is your favorite season.
[x] You get good grades in school.
[ ] You like the same kind of music as most of your friends.
[ ] You wear your hair up most of the time.
total: 2

Woot!
Graduation is this Sunday! And the Cotillion is TONIGHT. GAH.
Well, I'mm gonna be adding more stuff on here soon-ish? probably after Sunday. But, expect YAOI. And possibly the fourth part to my narusasu fanfic lol (finally!!)
Oh, and SIMS 3 ROCKS. I bough it yesterday, and it is freaking AWESOME.

Anime Boston kicked ass. I will definetly upload pictures from it on either Saturday or after graduation.

And now im uber bored haha

Also, I;m going to UMASS Boston for college in the fall. And i AM in fact staying in apartments (the Penninsula apartments) so ya. I cant wait.
>.<

Okay, I have this best friend, I love him, he's awesome, and he cares for me alot, but he's gay and beleives in God...ALOT. Now he wont accept his homosexuality and its hurting him, and i keep telling him that thats just who he is, so accept it, i know he wont till he gets a loving bf but come on!! he saw this thing on utube and he hasnt talked to me for two weeks, and he;d rather watch shit on youtube than talk to his best friend, and this happened ever since we coulosnt call each other. I want to help him, ive convinced him before to accpet him homosexuality but i just even get the guy anymore. ive been going thru shit myself and he;s making it worse fo rme cuz usually he talks to me and he helps me and vice versa.
I want him to b happy, he;s like my twin. And I dont know what to do anymore so im turning here for helo bc i have THREE days of school left, and i want to be happy, not depressed with a damn knife to my wrist, and esp. not bc of him.
And im mad bc he said he;s so uber busy, well ive been busy too, but for a year we both made time in our scedule to chat, but now bc of his weird mind we dont talk, even if we do we end up clashing, and we;re drifting apart. I dont want that, at ALL. SO, since hes too far away for me to slap, i need another alternitive.
I cant get him a bf either. hes never dated, i have, and its awesome, but idk what to do... and i know how he feels bc i also want a bf, badly, but its not like im shunning my friends bc of it, yes i'd b happier if i had a bf but still!!!!! AHHHHH this guy will be the death of me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay, well i have alot of stuff i finished, or will be finishing SOON. I've been sick for a week so I had time to finish up some stuff.

1) An Angels's Chaos: Akira
2) Inseperable
3) Shoes
4) Girl with birdcage stomach (Bizenghast girl modified)
5) self-prtrait (finished version)
6) bizenghast girl II (Cello stomach)
6) Reductive charcoal drawing (Still Life)
7) One-Point perspective drawing
8) Disney Castle
9) love is love color version
10) Jordyn
11) Me and my Bestie, Gus.

WOOT
most of these r pics i'd already done and didnt photograph xD

Okay, for Anime Boston this year, first off, only 41 days left!! WOOT
I will be going as Anti-Sora, and my group will have a anti-riku, anti-kairi, and a heartless. We are planning on doing a short skit in the hallway. We will be doing a three day thing. It will have some yaoi in it, a soraxriku thing. So yeah xD im not sure what time we'll b doing it lol.
SO if u see an anti group of KH then its most likley us. so, hay hi!! ^________^ YAY
and we're staying at the sheraton!! YAY!! cant wait!!!